Metamorphasis.

I’ve stopped smoking. Time to work on being happier. I figure if I can actually stop smoking that I can do anything. So I decided to take a small inventory of the things that were bugging me about me…and work on them until I was happy with the results. This is a bit dangerous, because I’m actually putting these things into print but if I apply the same forces I mustered to stop inhaling smoke it’ll be cake. I’m going to: Lose 30lbs. in the next 4-6 months. I need to get strong again anyway. Over the last 10 years …

Careful of the bones…

Due to complications beyond my control Bowling is out of the question. I’m actually kind of glad, because I’m not known for my bowling skills but it would have been fun. We’re still hanging out tonight but now it’s up to me to come up with something new…should be interesting. Another accomplishment of note, it’s been 23 days since I’ve smoked. Although it’s been tough and I’ve really wanted to smoke…I haven’t. That’s not to say I won’t in the future, but wouldn’t have been surprised if I had slipped. Breathing is definitely better and I’m looking forward to working …

Maybe I’ll be fine..

6th day of not smoking and all is well. Cravings have been minimal today, but it’s only 11am. Today if Friday, which is awesome and we’ve got a 3 day week thanks in part to Martin Luther King Jr. We usually go out to lunch on Friday’s but everyone is talking about ordering Pizza and watching “Office Space.” Don’t get me wrong, it’s a funny movie but how many times can you see a movie before it stops being funny? I’d rather be home doing something constructive like playing video games. =P I’ll be posting my week in review in …

4th Day and I’m still alive.

It seems like a month, but I’m still not smoking after 4 days. I’ve gone through about 4 packs of lifesavers but fortunately they’re less expensive and not as bad for you as Cigs. I can’t go back now. If I start smoking again I’ll have to go through these first few days again…and I don’t want to do that. I’m keeping up the fight. Surprisingly no one from work has noticed yet. I, however, have noticed my mouth is much less dry and doesn’t have a bad taste as usual. Not sure if that’s the lack of Cigarettes or …

I’m coping well.

Holy Crap…I want to kill someone to get rid of these cravings. AARGH!!!! I can’t wait to get home and relax, sitting here at work is driving me nuts. I’m craving and can’t do anything about except suck on LifeSavers!!!!! MiH