4th Day and I’m still alive.

It seems like a month, but I’m still not smoking after 4 days. I’ve gone through about 4 packs of lifesavers but fortunately they’re less expensive and not as bad for you as Cigs. I can’t go back now. If I start smoking again I’ll have to go through these first few days again…and I don’t want to do that. I’m keeping up the fight. Surprisingly no one from work has noticed yet. I, however, have noticed my mouth is much less dry and doesn’t have a bad taste as usual. Not sure if that’s the lack of Cigarettes or …

I’m coping well.

Holy Crap…I want to kill someone to get rid of these cravings. AARGH!!!! I can’t wait to get home and relax, sitting here at work is driving me nuts. I’m craving and can’t do anything about except suck on LifeSavers!!!!! MiH

So, I’m trying again.

I’ve stopped smoking for the 3rd time in my life. It’s only the second day and I’m ready to kill someone for a smoke. I know these first two weeks are the toughest and I’m doing my best to get through this period. I’ve decided to NOT tell my co-workers, none of whom smoke, just because I want to see if they’ll notice that I’m not disappearing for 5 minutes at a time every hour. I’m using the patch, which worked for me before, to help take the edge off. I’m starting to notice some odd smells, which occasionally makes …