It only took 2.5 hours…

I had to go out and buy new patches… It’s funny how my cravings presented themselves this time. I just couldn’t stop thinking about the fact that I didn’t have my patch on and had to act. How pervasive this addiction is…how sneaky. It didn’t present the symptoms that I thought it would, it flanked me and came at me from a totally different direction. As soon as I got out to the car…RRRRIIIPPPP, the box came open. I grabbed one of the small envelopes and ply at it with my teeth until I was satisfied that I could checkmate …

This should be interesting…

I’ve forgotten to wear my Nicotine patch today. That’s a smoking hot belly in that photo isn’t it? That’s why I used it. I actually didn’t realize that I had forgotten my patch until I was walking up the stairs at work. I’m not gibbing out at the moment, although I did have a slight craving earlier. It seems manageable at this point, which I’m sure could change later. I’ve only been taking this patch for 17 or so days so I’m sure I’m not ready to stop using them. It’s just terribly interesting to me that I forgot to …