This weekend didn’t go at all like I planned it.

It was a carwreck in a pretty big way. Now I’m sitting here, music fueling me, trying to deconstruct something that shouldn’t be messed with.

I want to breathe fire.

I’m not going to go into any detail, but let’s just say things came to a conclusion and it wasn’t pretty. It’s too bad I don’t drink, last night would have been a good night for a nice single malt to placate the worries that nip at me like little fish distracting me from what I should be thinking about.

Sure I’m angry…I’m a lot of things. Dissapointed mostly and sad.

But what the fuck can you do? Shit happens, people change, life goes on. People have gotten hurt years before I got here and will get hurt years after I’m gone…so it’s the fucking human condition…it’s a fact of life.

It’s my fault anyway.
Whatever.

MiH

• Bush – Greedy Fly
• Pearl Jam – Go
• Alice in Chains – I stay away
• Van Halen – Cathedral
• INXS – Elegantly Wasted
• The Cult – Love Removal Machine
• Nirvana – Heart Shaped Box
• Audioslave – Set it off
• Pearl Jam – Parting Ways