I’m sitting here with a full cup of coffee and sleep in my eyes listening to some music I downloaded last night. Thankfully I didn’t wake up on the wrong side of the bed today but I’ve still got some of the same issues on my mind, still a bit blue about the bad news…but I’ve getting right in my head for a few days and I’ll be fine. It’s the dreams that get me and why I’m particularly sensitive to it in the morning. I’ve posted about my dreams before and these dreams imbue helplessness, which I’m not accustomed …

I didn’t get to sleep last night until about 3am so I’m a little cloudy this morning. I’ve forgotten my wallet and I wished a co-worker “Happy Friday.” It’s Thursday. Ominous beginnings indeed. After sitting on my roof and watching the lunar eclipse last night I plopped down in my chair, put my headphones and decided to go where “randomize” would take me. Even though I’ve got a lot on my mind I seem to be able to drop it all and focus on the individual instruments, the chord progressions or just feel the song. I’m supposed to get my …

We’ve hired a few new people and I’ve moved my desk to a more spacious and secluded section of the office. It should be fun to get a different perspective and I’ve got a little more room to personalize, which I won’t do too much of. What a handsome fellow!   I’m a moving on up, to the deluxe cubicle in the sky!   Just got a little news…I called the gentleman repairing my piano to ask when it would be done.  He tells me, “Oh it should be done by this weekend.  I’m starting on it next, which indicates …

I got in a great workout today. I was a tad afraid it was going to wind me badly because of time off but it was actually enjoyable. It’s time to go up a level or extend my amount of time. It feels great to see the changes just from doing this for 2 weeks so I can’t imagine how it will be in a few months. I used to have 2 great muscles right above my hipbones at the bottom of my stomach, used to be tight. While I don’t hold aspirations to have my 22 year old body …

and I’m dreading the thought of what that machine will do to me today.   It will be good to get back into it and I’ve felt guilty for taking these few days off.  I also had some spicy french fries last night, too many so I’ll need to amp it up a notch today.  I’ve got some new music on my MP3 player so the variety may help during my workout.  Going into that last 5 minutes with the right mindset is crucial for me…I don’t want to stop today.  Hopefully it will burn all the issues away. So, now …

I’ve been sitting here for 35 mins typing and then erasing. /ponder /smile /listen /type /backspace /ponder /type /backspace /smile /conclude Jaime Cullem – All at Sea Jackson Browne – These Days Radiohead – High and Dry John Mayer – Bigger than my body Elton John – RocketMan The Ramones – Bonzo Goes to Bitzburgh