A good “friend” helped me out today. He’s a Tabblo member that has one of the best photographic eyes I’ve ever seen. I told him about the heartache I was feeling and he decided to help me out by making a beautiful Tabblo that really hits home. Check it out…it’s beautiful. http://www.tabblo.com/studio/stories/view/1486880/ The interesting thing is…the only thing he knew was what I told him. He doesn’t know me outside of Tabblo but he captured the theme SPOT ON…it’s uncanny. There are so many reasons why it touches me and it’s perfect. Thanks James Sirnicolay! Listen to the music as …

So, with all the things that have happened in my life over the previous week I’ve spent the last few days reflecting on circumstances. Ideally every dissapointment or failure should be an opportunity to learn something…but I’m not sure if I’m learning much. I’m not sure how differently I would approach things. Is that because I did everything right? No, by no means…but I don’t think I did a whole bunch wrong. Yes, I could have been more ‘goal oriented’ in the relationship department but there was a reason I was being patient. I”m horrible at reading women, that’s for …

I was hoping this movie was going to get better… Perhaps it was too much to imagine someone waiting for me when I got home from work, there to surprise me and tell me I’m theirs. I guess those kind of moments are great in movies but real life kind of gets in the way of dramatic license. I’m just down in the dumps a bit…I’ll get over it I suppose. You’ll have to put up with the sullen Mookie for a while. I just with there was an answer for why it happens for one person and not the …

Got used to you here. This little place in my heart. I’ll miss your kisses. M(still)iH