But I’m also really getting into the TLC show “Jon and Kate plus 8.” I know, it’s not the type of show I typically watch but it’s a really good show. I couldn’t imagine keeping track of that many children! The two older girls are so cute and I love all the disparate personalities…good watch. MiH
I’m SO proud of him. WELCOME HOME!
I want you to hit me as hard as you can.
I completely agree with the fact the shortest distance between two points is a straight line. That being said, I put on blinders, follow a specific and set routine, and try to live within my head for stretches of time that I need to “get through.” Times like those would include heartache, waiting for something big to arrive, or just a period of time I know I’ll be no good for anything…like this 3 month period I’ll be taking Methotrexate. I’ve done this before for a significant amount of time. I purposefully exclude the outside world and really focus inward and …
It’s super hot…even at 6pm. I hate leaving my AC on all day but I may reconsider soon because it’s too hot to breathe in my apartment. It doesn’t help that I’m still in my sweat-soaked gym clothes…great workout today btw. Celt’s are on tonight and I’m really hoping they…BEAT L.A.!!!
I’m still working out regularly and NOT enjoying it. It’s actually not too bad and I feel a sense of accomplishment after a good workout. It’s also helped me with recent personal frustrations I’ve had in my life recently. There is definitely theraputic value in concentrating on my issues while working out. I’ve put in a lot of work in the last few months, more than I thought I was capable of…starting with the smoking…who would have thought? I set goals for myself and I’ve not relented yet…I’m just hoping I’m happy with the end result…if there ever IS an …
It’s Monday and I’m muddling along. I’m trying to understand myself a little better and trying to get myself out of this funk. I’m still quite smitten regarding Scout and I’ve been trying to understand and accept that situation. It still doesn’t make sense to me why I’m so upset about this. How could I be so emotionally invested in something when it’s clear her investment was minimal if non-existant. I guess my lucid dreams have a lot to do with it. Those dreams are so real…and definitely something I bought in to. Putting the cart before the horse was …
I’m sitting here in my air conditioned room trying to decide if I want to venture outside into the over 95 degree weather. I suppose if I had something to do or someone to do it with I would go outside. Who knows…something might come up. I’m pretty frustrated though because I can’t seem to get out of this melancholy mood. It’s almost as if I’m not done with it yet. I guess time helps. It’s the advice I would give to a friend so… Oh, and if anyone knows a single, super hot woman who likes geeky but fit …
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It’s Friday and this is, for me, the conclusion of a turbulent few weeks. I feel like I’ve been on this emotional rollercoaster without a lap bar and it’s time to get off. I’ve had enough highs and lows to last me for a while. Besides, I have other pretty important things to deal with. I’m starting some relatively serious medication and based on what I’m told it’s going to take a lot out of me. When I say “chemotherapy” is sounds so incredibly serious but in reality I’m just hoping that it does what it’s supposed to do. I …