I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning… I’m in a bad mood and I’m glad about it. Fuck everything and everyone that’s causing me irritation. Gary Oldman is awesomely scary in this movie. and my piano is still not ready! Rage against the Machine – American Eyes Pearl Jam – Lukin Pearl Jam – State of Love and Trust The Cult – Firewoman Rage against the Machine – Bulls on Parade The Beatles – Golden Slumbers
Believe it or not I’ve got my belt AND my wallet. I’ve actually got a lot to remember. I’ve got to send out my Dad’s rent, housekeeping checks today. I’ve got to go food shopping today too and that’s got it’s own list. I’ve spent the last day chewing on, and coming to resolution on a few things and I think I can find a happy medium between ‘new’ and ‘old lives…in fact, it’s really just a transition of the same life I guess. I watched Blade Runner last night and it really stands up over the years. The lighting, …
I didn’t get to sleep last night until about 3am so I’m a little cloudy this morning. I’ve forgotten my wallet and I wished a co-worker “Happy Friday.” It’s Thursday. Ominous beginnings indeed. After sitting on my roof and watching the lunar eclipse last night I plopped down in my chair, put my headphones and decided to go where “randomize” would take me. Even though I’ve got a lot on my mind I seem to be able to drop it all and focus on the individual instruments, the chord progressions or just feel the song. I’m supposed to get my …
We’ve hired a few new people and I’ve moved my desk to a more spacious and secluded section of the office. It should be fun to get a different perspective and I’ve got a little more room to personalize, which I won’t do too much of. What a handsome fellow! I’m a moving on up, to the deluxe cubicle in the sky! Just got a little news…I called the gentleman repairing my piano to ask when it would be done. He tells me, “Oh it should be done by this weekend. I’m starting on it next, which indicates …
I’m a World of Warcraft player and belong to a progression guild that raids regularly. The group of people I play with have been together for over 2 years and in that time bonds develop through shared experiences and failure. We use a voice chat server so we’ve been exposed to each other’s personalities and manner for a long time through good and bad times. I’ve come to know the real names of most of my guildmates and we communicate outside of the game regularly through IM and email. Over the last 2 days there has been some real-life drama …
I got in a great workout today. I was a tad afraid it was going to wind me badly because of time off but it was actually enjoyable. It’s time to go up a level or extend my amount of time. It feels great to see the changes just from doing this for 2 weeks so I can’t imagine how it will be in a few months. I used to have 2 great muscles right above my hipbones at the bottom of my stomach, used to be tight. While I don’t hold aspirations to have my 22 year old body …
and I’m dreading the thought of what that machine will do to me today. It will be good to get back into it and I’ve felt guilty for taking these few days off. I also had some spicy french fries last night, too many so I’ll need to amp it up a notch today. I’ve got some new music on my MP3 player so the variety may help during my workout. Going into that last 5 minutes with the right mindset is crucial for me…I don’t want to stop today. Hopefully it will burn all the issues away. So, now …
I’m an incredibly impatient person. I want what I want when and how I want it. While I can get lot’s of things “on demand” there are lot’s of things that are NOT on demand. I guess it’s ultimately good that some things aren’t “on demand” because then the might lose their allure, so whatever. Patience is something I definitely need to work on. More Later Pearl Jam – Lukin x2
I’ve been sitting here for 35 mins typing and then erasing. /ponder /smile /listen /type /backspace /ponder /type /backspace /smile /conclude Jaime Cullem – All at Sea Jackson Browne – These Days Radiohead – High and Dry John Mayer – Bigger than my body Elton John – RocketMan The Ramones – Bonzo Goes to Bitzburgh
My thoughts keep going back to the same place. Frustrating and fun at the same time. MiH Norah Jones – The nearness of you. Elvis Costell – Allison Alanis Morrisette – Thank You